I like writing sappy love poems.

A hundred words, a thousand promises,

countless times heartbroken, billions of feelings betrayed.

Forbidden thoughts are running through my head as we speak.

Lies, games, and healing hearts.

The tremble of your lips as you said “i love you” one last time.

Did you know that the end was near?

Tears, phone calls, the last hope. I’ve been through it all, all for you.

Sometimes I wonder, sometimes I hope, do you still sometimes think about that day?

The day that you ended it all.

The day that my heart stopped for a split second, when I thought I couldn’t go on.

The beginning had been amazing, I had your trust and you had mine.

You took everything from me, nothing was left.

Within months you were everything in my life, how stupid was I?

I was naive and foolish, believing everything I heard.

Someday I will be happy, I will be able to laugh at the silly mistakes that I have commited a long time ago.

Though that moment isn’t today, I hope you are happy.

With you, I lost everything. In the end, I lost you too.

Each day is harder than the one before, being away from you.

Sometimes I doubt myself, doubt that I will be able to move on.

I have to keep on telling myself to “be strong” and have faith in me.

Thank you for making me struggle, thank you for making me cry.

With each stab in my heart is a new lesson learned.

The next time you see me? I will be a different  person.

Next time, I won’t be the silly innocent girl who gives in to teenage puppy love.

Next time, I won’t be the one crying and calling after you.

Each day is like a obstacle that makes me stronger,

with each day, I walk further away from where I used to be.

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